Hope you enjoy the listen

Hey sleep doc, thanks for offering. I am very stoked for you to listen to TK! Below is also the link to my music.

I guess, for my music, listen at your own risk. Some of the lyrics get pretty dark in imagery. If you do, I would recommend starting with gentler songs like Thrones, Tree Branch (Haha this one was written when you asked me to watch trees and was me reflecting on our relationship. In a way, I guess I misunderstand a lot of your words even though your actions are very consistent and safe. And, you're really sweet. Sometimes when things are bad just knowing you're there feels like a small light that I can reach for),
Scoresheet, Cold Nights, Dreamers, Far Away Heavens, Night Light


The songs that are darker are Black Out, Aversions, Garden, Flatlining, Dissociated, Shineyokatta, Waited for you, Depraved


Click here to Listen to my music

TK from Ling Toshite Shigure

Song : ✦ Flower

This is my favorite line from the song : 自分を殺す魔法で僕は息を止めている It translates to "I held my breath with the magic to kill myself" which is absurb because there's no way you can kill yourself by holding your breath. I guess the contradiction shows the irrationality of the desire and doesn't resolve cleanly.
カラフルな世界を夢見て生きてるから 終らせたくないよ 誰かが待ってる気がして生きてるだけ This translates to "I live dreaming of a colorful world, I don't want this to end. I live feeling like someone is waiting." This was the line that got me home because under that stage, I saw a colorful world and I thought, if such beauty could exist, maybe a future that had some sort of beauty in it was waiting.

English lyrics are at the bottom of the video although it's kinda small and you might have to squint to see it

Song :✦ Phase to Phase

This song is about how TK counted the time/days. I guess the lyrics that stood out to me were
偽るほど近くなって (The more I lie)
偽るほど戻れなくなって (The more I can't go back)
近づくほどメチャクチャになる (The closer i come towards it, the more of a mess I become)
誰にも見られたくはなんてないよ (I don't want anyone to see me)
誰にも知られたくはなんてないよ (I don't want anyone to know me)
苦しくはないし 悲しくもないよ ただ ただ (It's not painful, it's not sad)
知られちゃいけない自分の中をfreezeするだけ(What I don't want them to know is that i'm frozen inside)
知られちゃいけない自分の中を殺しておくだけ (What I don't want them to know, is that I want to kill myself inside)